The last thing that you should definitely see:

Komma caudata

30/11/25

Paramastix conifera

You know what? 


(๑´• .̫ •ू`๑)


(´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`)


I was going to postpone this drawing until next week, but I think I'm going to have a meltdown because tomorrow I have to justify the rejected aspects of my final graduation project to the Honorable University Council. The best part is, I think I've identified weaknesses that even my advisor couldn't see. And I think they're going to humiliate me. Yes, I know that's how the scientific world is, that's how they teach you and all that. But when you don't have enough resources to keep messing around, waiting to finish your degree isn't... it's not an option. It would be if it were guaranteed that by doing this well, I'd have a good job. But not even that. That's why the stress. If I take any longer, I'll lose the opportunity to at least work in something other than what I studied. Who knows; waiter, janitor, kitchen helper, selling things on the street. But again, the younger the better, because for some reason, world despise uneducated old people.


                                                     *I¡m so f_cking dead lmao ((유∀유|||))

So, tomorrow is my extinction event. I might publish something about it. But, as a final act of proving I'm not that stupid, I rushed to finish this pending drawing for The Protist Series. Because I would de extinct tomorrow. If it's destructive, my performance and desire to contribute will die again. So, I'd better take advantage of the time and publish this.


                                            This is how I think I'll be riding the bus tomorrow.

Paramastix conifera Skuja, 1948 is a predator. It belongs to the clade Disparia, which may be distantly related within the Diaphoretickes complex, which includes the close relatives of plant ancestors (Archaeplastida). For the illustrations, I relied on the information and images available in this article, "Rediscovery of the multiflagellated protist Paramastix conifera Skuja 1948 (Protista incertae sedis)" by Zölffel and Skibbe (1997). The description I will give of the organism is also based on the same article.


And the raw version :3


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What to consider from these images: the organism has two parts, the anterior and the posterior. The preceding structure is the equivalent of a "head." It has a nipple-like protrusion called a "papilla." Inside the papilla is an aggregation of microtubules forming a cytostome, which acts as the organism's mouth. Under a light microscope, this cytostome is barely visible. At the base of the papilla are two furrows (only one is shown in the image; the other is assumed to be on the opposite side and therefore not visible). Extending from each furrow is a row of flagella, called "kinety." Here, they are represented as having eight flagella for each furrow, making a total of 16... but the total number can vary from 16 to 20. Under a microscope, the flagella are very fragile and break easily, giving the appearance of fewer flagella.

The organism typically has one or two contractile vacuoles and numerous food vacuoles. Paramastix conifera preys on algae, primarily small cryptophytes and phytomonad-like algae. In the illustration of predation (see below), I depict it devouring a specimen of Komma caudata (L.Geitler) D.R.A.Hill 1991, previously known as Chroomonas caudata L.Geitler. This is a species of cryptophyte, a group of organisms even more closely related to plants.


No, there is no report of Paramastix conifera specifically preying on Komma caudata; this is merely my own deductive interpretation, since Komma caudata is a small cryptophyte that can fit inside P. conifera. I based this on size: Paramastix conifera can reach a size of 10 to 18 µm in length and 9 to 12 µm in width. Komma caudata reaches a length of 8 to 12 µm and a width of 4 to 6 µm (Kugrens and Clay 2003). For the predation illustration, it's assumed that the depicted P. conifera is 18 x 9 µm, and the ingested K. caudata is 8 x 4 µm. This is a visual estimate; I didn't actually draw it to scale.

Another reason I chose K. caudata is because there are reports of it being found in freshwater in Germany. P. conifera has also been found in a freshwater body in Germany, specifically in a shallow dimictic lake in the northwestern outskirts of Berlin. I haven't considered the specific environmental ranges and habitat conditions of both organisms, so keep in mind that P. conifera may never have actually coexisted with K. caudata. No, I didn't find better "prey" because they were the same size as, or larger than, P. conifera.

Speaking of predation: this process is simple. As shown in the illustration, the predator first detects its prey, then captures it with its papilla (pseudopodia have not been observed), which expands to ingest the prey. While ingesting, a new food vacuole begins to form. According to the article by Zölffel and Skibbe (1997), it's normal to see P. conifera with several food vacuoles, containing the remains of the algae and related organisms it consumes. It's due to this diet that the color of P. conifera ranges from greenish to brownish.

In the illustration, I depict three types of vacuoles (these aren't formal types; this is entirely my artistic interpretation): one with greenish-yellow tones and a dark green background (this is assumed to be a recent-digestion vacuole), two with a more yellowish-turquoise hue (these are mid-digestion vacuoles), and four almost transparent with light blue tones and yellowish-brown spots (these are late-digestion vacuoles, and the color is due to the degradation of chlorophyll in the prey). Keep in mind that food vacuoles are not fixed structures and don't have a standard quantity: once digestion is complete, they degrade.

Before continuing, I forgot to mention that the representation of Komma caudata and P. conifera in the predation diagram is simplified. In the case of K. caudata, I based my work on Figure 11A and photograph 12A from Chapter 21, "Cryptomonads", of the book "Freshwater Algae of North America" ​​by Kugrens and Clay (2003). Please note that the colors in all illustrations are merely representative. Except for the green tones of P. conifera due to prey (and even then, that representation is still creative), the rest are purely for illustrative and schematic purposes and do not correspond to the actual colors.

What else am I forgetting to mention? Oh, right, the organelles: in the anatomical illustration of P. conifera, I depict several small mitochondria, a Golgi apparatus, and an endoplasmic reticulum (both smooth and rough are assumed to be present). These are structures that are assumed to exist in all eukaryotic cells, but there is no defined morphology or numerical quantity for all organisms. I couldn't find that information for P. conifera or related species, so the shape, number, and size of the mitochondria, Golgi apparatus, and endoplasmic reticulum are purely speculative. At least for mitochondria, the general consensus is that eukaryotic cells have "tens to hundreds" of them.

A sh1t. But understandable I swear.

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I think that's all I have to say. These images are available on Wikimedia Commons and can be used freely, for non-commercial purposes, of course. Want to use them for an article, thesis, or anything else? Please be sure to give me proper credit: DOTkamina 2025.

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But I know she has no feelings for me. Why do I keep treating her kindly? Why do I help her even though I know it will not spark anything in her? 

I suppose it's crude foolishness.

ฅ^>⩊<^ ฅ

28/11/25

Rhodelphis marinus

So... seriously, I managed to illustrate all four Rhodelphis species. I feel most proud of Rhodelphis edaphicus, as it was a new species and I hadn't initially planned to illustrate it, but I couldn't resist the temptation.

Rhodelphis marinus is a simple drawing; there isn't much information available about its habits. What I do know is that it's similar to Rhodelphis limneticus in several ways. One troubling thing is that there's no indication that it has contractile vacuoles, unlike Rhodelphis limneticus. These contractile vacuoles are never shown in the micrographs of the species. I don't know if this is because they weren't found, or if it should be assumed that they are present. 𝑰 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒆𝒑𝒊𝒄𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎.

The article I used as a basis for this species is the same as for Rhodelphis limneticus: "Non-photosynthetic predators are sister to red algae" by Gawryluk et al. 2019. These images are free to use. You know, just give me the credit! DOTkamina 2025.

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ᶜᵃⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ⁱᵐᵃᵍⁱⁿᵉ ʰᵉʳ ʳᵉᵃᵈⁱⁿᵍ ᵗʰⁱˢ?


After all.

 Geh.

🄰🄵🅃🄴🅁 🄰🄻🄻.

But why do these feelings for her return? 

She clearly doesn't fit my identity (*●艸●*)

Still, I like to think I could trust her. Yet everything will end next year. Maybe I'll tell her what I feel and then slip out of her life  ╮(╯ _╰ )╭

It sounds as unstable as it is tempting. I'll keep drawing protists. 

(。・‧̫・。).**♡

I liked it when she asked........... “Hey, what are you doing?”. It felt like a safe simulation of interest with no risk of exposure.



25/11/25

ᴄᴏɴᴄᴇᴘᴛᴜᴀʟ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ

I'm dying conceptually…

Actually, I think I'm already conceptually dead. I'm not the same person I used to be. I no longer have the same pride I once had, at least not the pride I could see in myself. Now I'm just trying to maintain a shadow of what I once was, but it simply doesn't make sense. I'm supposed to give a presentation whose deadline is tonight. 

... But I don't think I'll make it; I haven't even received a message from the organizers, if they even accepted the topic. And in the context of my final project being rejected… I'm experiencing a sustained emotional low. Suddenly, the little desire I had to do things has vanished. I think, what if I end up failing completely? What if I can never get back up, what if I can never achieve subjective glory? I see myself more in dark and impoverished settings, snooping around for whatever I can find.

I don't even feel like writing, you know? I don't feel like doing anything, just sleeping and hoping that somehow it will be an eternal rest without pain or much glory, simply a disappearance. But I just don't know why everything is going so against me.

.⋆。⋆☂˚。⋆。˚☽˚。⋆.

I don't want to... do anything.

.⋆。⋆☂˚。⋆。˚☽˚。⋆.

I don't want to... think about anything.



Seriously. I wish I could take a break right now, but I'm trapped in a mandatory routine. The downsides of living with my mother in a small house where I can't create a mental refuge somewhere isolated, because unfortunately, the situation is so bad that I don't even have my own room. It's common for me to see myself as a failure; damn it, I should be independent by now. Sure, I'm still studying, but it's the end of my studies. And all I can do is overthink and want to rest, but I can't. The heat runs through my skin in patches; I don't like it because it gives a feeling of coolness, like a breeze, but it's just heat in disguise. And it makes me feel even stickier.


(ノ・_-)☆


I think I'm going to sneak off to bed for a bit. I just can't stand this lack of motivation anymore.

23/11/25

Rhodelphis edaphicus

Unlike other Rhodelphis species, this one was isolated from agricultural soil, not from a body of water. Even more intriguing, it has several characteristics that are rare in other species, and these were responsible for the delay in publishing these images, because I had to redraw everything to correct the errors.

But let's see: R. edaphicus shares the same property with other species regarding the length of its flagella: the posterior flagellum is longer than the anterior one. In other species, only the posterior flagellum has simple mastigonemes. But in R. edaphicus, both flagella have mastigonemes, and not only that, but there are two types: complex mastigonemes (which are usually made of 3 pieces or parts, although they can also be made of only parts 1 and 2), and between them, several mastigonemes or "simple hairs," whose shape resembles part 3 of the complex mastigonemes.

Additionally, on the dorsal side of the cell, there are three grooves, and on the ventral side, there is only one. In the main image of the individual, I have depicted all the grooves, but note that the ventral groove shouldn't be easily visible because it's located underneath. In the other images, I haven't depicted the grooves. I could say it's due to laziness, but microscopy is on my side: under a light microscope, the grooves are barely noticeable.

There is also a keel-like structure that separates the flagellar pockets. In case you didn't know, flagellar pockets are invaginations that surround the bases of the flagella, and I believe they are related to motility. These pockets are present in all Rhodelphis species, but I haven't depicted them in other drawings. I have included them here because of this anatomical feature: between these pockets in R. edaphicus, there is this keel-shaped wall. In the anatomy image, the circle is enlarged as a "section of the ventral area," but I think using the term "section" is incorrect because it's not a longitudinal or transverse section as such. It's simply an enlargement of how that piece circled in red would look on the ventral side.

Another characteristic of R. edaphicus is the presence of three contractile vacuoles, arranged like the corners of an isosceles triangle (don't know what an isosceles triangle is? You'll see that you need to know geometry to study biology). They also have food vacuoles, which form after ingesting bacteria or another unicellular eukaryote. In these images, I haven't shown the food vacuoles. Finally, R. edaphicus has at least two possible morphs: one cone-shaped (although I would say it's more like the shape of those crepe cones or the ones they sell fries with chicken nuggets in), and another more globular form that appears in the article describing the species (Figure 1J). It looks to me like a morbidly obese specimen.

Another morphological peculiarity to mention: when an individual is going to divide (binary fission), first the dividing cell acquires an almost rectangular shape, then the two future cells acquire the normal "oval" shape.

Of course, keep in mind that the colors used in these drawings are merely representative, to illustrate and differentiate the parts, and do not necessarily correspond to reality. In fact, the organism is colorless, and under a light microscope, some parts are barely visible. 

All this information, as well as the information I used to create these illustrations, was obtained from the article by Belyaev et al. 2025: "Rhodelphis edaphicus sp. nov.—a new lineage of predatory archaeplastids from agricultural soil". Please, if you want to know more about this organism, or see real images of its cells, take a look. The article is freely accessible!

You can use my illustrations for your projects, homework, presentations, articles, essays, website, or whatever you like. The only requirement is that you give me proper credit. Simply write something like "DOTkamina 2025".

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sybau!

14/11/25

Rhodelphis mylnikovi

Rhodelphis mylnikovi was isolated from fresh water like Rhodelphis limneticus, specifically from the Étang du Manet pond near Montigny-le-Bretonneux in Ile de France, France. Analyses place it close to R. limneticus, and it shares 95.16 percent of the nucleotides in the 18S rRNA gene with that species.

The full illustration shows simplified anatomy of Rhodelphis mylnikovi in the upper left corner. The lower part of the image shows behaviors observed in the species: binary fission; cannibalism, shown by a darker gray individual being eaten; and predation, shown by an individual that consumes a specimen of Bodo saltans with its parts labeled for clarity. Why? Uhm... why not?

In the cases of cannibalism and predation, pseudopodia are shown, which are cytoplasmic protrusions that reach out to capture and swallow prey. This detail matters because the simplified anatomy diagram also shows a pseudopodium, and it's important to note that this structure doesn't appear all the time.

These illustrations of Rhodelphis mylnikovi are based on the microscope photographs in the article by Prokina K. I. et al. 2024: "Morphological and molecular characterization of a new member of the phylum Rhodelphidia". The organism itself has no color. All colors in the illustrations serve an artistic and educational purpose and do not reflect the organism's true appearance.

To create Bodo saltans and its structures, I relied on these works:

Below are the images without text, in case you want to use them or create your own version. Remember that these images are free to use; just be sure to give me proper credit: DOTkamina 2025.


Rhodelphis mylnikovi individual.


Rhodelphis mylnikovi, binary fission.


Rhodelphis mylnikovi, cannibalism behavior. The individual being eaten appears in a darker gray. A rather cursed fate, r̴̛̛̬̝̻̠͛̾̀̒̄̔̾̑̿̇͌̓i̷̡̦͔͖͚̮̘̼̙̙̓͗̏͠g̵͖̠̬̩̖̞̽͐̎̈́́̒̉̎̃́͑̾̀͝͝ḫ̸͚͖̀t̴͖͚͆̈̐͆̇͋̅̔̑̆͋̉͌̇͝?

Rhodelphis mylnikovi, predation behavior. Eating a Bodo saltans. Yummy yummy :)


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nO, nadA :)





13/11/25

momentum humile

I must make contributions. 

I must do as much as I can. 

N̶̠̊̌̋͌͝ŏ̶̞͆́ ̶̠̏̃͂̕ȍ̷̡͍̳͠ṉ̷̻̑̉ë̴͉͜ ̷͙͑̆w̷̼̑̈́i̴̭͔̥͊̏͊ļ̴̟̘̪͓̾̌͝͝l̸̺͕͗͜ ̶̦̏̑̂͒̃m̸̳̮̹̤̲̅̑̋̚͝į̸̦̰̩̻̇̒͛s̴̭̖͊́̎s̴̰̭͎͘ ̵̙̜̗̏̕m̷̩̜͎̯̓́͑͐̇ě̸̗̳͐̌̓.̸͖͇̞͇͔̂͂̓͆̉ ̸̮̇͛̂̂ͅṈ̸͉̆̍͘ȍ̸͗̋ͅ ̴͚̯̞̓̇o̶̡̩̥̜͌̐̓͘n̵̮̝͇̻̎̓́̿ẻ̴̠̗̤̠͙̇͊̃͠ ̴͓̟͔̮̈́̋̅ͅẃ̵͍̜̭̰̪̇̑͝ï̴̺̖̇̃͑l̴̯̈́̑ĺ̵̡̛͕̔͘ ̸̢̬͍͈͔͆̈́ĉ̴̼̭̾͋ä̷̫̮͙͉̭́͝r̴̡̖̣͑͗͆̍ȅ̵̤̦ ̴̗̆͝f̷̰̳̖͓̻̿̐̿́ő̷̼̼͑̄̑͠ṛ̷̨͈̐̓̔͊ ̸͚̱̹́͑̈ṃ̸͙̞̖͙͆͋͗e̷͖͊ͅͅ,̶͙̹̜̀̂͐̐͜ͅ ̵͔̦̐̾a̸̛̲̙͙̜̓̏̓͐ć̷̢̛̙͙̯̜͗̋c̴̡̧̞̏̐͑̓ͅö̸͚͚́̈̑m̶͎̲̠̥̋̒͘p̷̡̝͉͌͒͘á̸̹͓ń̶͍̼̤̣y̸̡̡̪̆̄͆̈́̚ ̵̘̏m̵͕̝̞̣̯̀é̵̳͈̗̯̃͗̕̚,̵̗͇͝ ̸͍̖̭̈́͋̀̅́ó̷̯̫͍̹͙̿͝ṟ̷̞̬̞̘̾̅̐̈́̿ ̷͈̱̔c̶̡̦̬̅͑̾̏̚ͅỏ̴̦̥̅m̴̞̜̮̰͂͝ͅf̷̛̛̤͖͑ơ̴̧̗͕̊͊̆r̶̨͔̼̰̀̋̔t̸̙̳͌ ̴͚̳̻̏͆m̴̢̘̺̗̣̈̊̑́̅ȅ̵͚̪͖͛̆̋͝,̵̡͓͔̘̏̉̈́͘͝ ̶̗̪̻̭͒n̵̠̯̭͌͘o̷̡̞͙̭̘͊̏̋̐t̶̨̝̫̝̀ ̷̡̛̂̑͋ȩ̸̹̬̃̄̌͂v̷̤͗̊e̸͔̺̪̊͊̑̇͘ņ̵̼̜̟̤̔͋͝ ̶̙̝̯̄͒s̸̭̹̮̻͆̍̍̔t̴̢͖̰̄͂ǎ̴̲͔̰͔̤̎̃͘̕ỳ̸̨̢͎̜͎̿ ̶̢̥́͌͒b̷͙͉̪̻̂é̸̫̝̻̽̇s̸͓͆̋̇͠i̵͖͚̍̕d̴͖̽̽̿̕ȇ̷̳̩̱͈̬̾͘͝͝ ̶̝̝̍̍̓̃m̷͍̺̻͈̗̐̽e̶͕͙͍̍̊̏̇. 

That will be my only way to endure. My life is ending soon, and I have achieved nothing. 

I own nothing. 

I only carry emptiness and pain, and the moments of joy fade too quickly, never lasting long enough to offer real comfort. 

Yet they still keep me moving. 

I must contribute more. 

... More drawings, another text, something, A̶̡̧̨̨̡̨̢̨̡̨̡̛͖̱̥̼̹̜͚͎̜͔̞̻̜̦͕̭̘̩̼̥̹̯̥̼̭͍̦̤̺̟̟̲̺̘̬͍̗͔̤̮̲̱͕̦̪̪̺͖͓̟̘̖̼̲̮͚̘̖̺͓̤̯̲̞̞͔̘͓͉͉̗̜͔͇̘̦͍̪̤̹̙͚̪͇͇̩̙̰͈̻͓̗͇͕͔͙̼̫͔͖̩͚̦̹̯̱͇̦͔̖̲̲͋̎͂̏̌́͂̎̈́̓̒͐̒̇̊̒͊͆̒͆̓̏̊̋̓̌̕̚͜͜͝ͅͅͅͅN̶̢̨̧̡̨̧̡̧̡̛̤̣͉̳̹̦̼̗̙͇̳͖̗̯͇̰̹̪̻͍̹̤̣͖̪͚̩̲͇̩͖̹̱̞͍̣͍͈̱̟͈̤̫͚͔̙̲͇̻̝̣̭̙̤̠̮̤͈̖̩̮̱͖͇̠͉̭͇̼̘͋̀̔̀͌̾̑͑͌̋͗̄͑̒̋͑͌͊̀̉́̎̑̀̍̐̊̆͂̈̒̈́̀̍̾̍́͗̓͗̊͋͊̃̚͘͘͜͜͜͜͠͝͝͝͝͠͝ͅY̷̢̨̧̢̧̨̧̨̧̡̰͖̱̖̯̪̪̠̯̮̥̘̞̥̤̼̻̥͇̺̩̯̱̼͕̱̦͖͙̞̠̲̣̺̫̫̤̩͖̱̭̠̝̳̤̗̜̠͕̘͔͕̱̰̙̘̜̦͕͇̥̱̘̪̳̖͇̩̣͓̮̩̹̹͍̜͉͔̫̗̰̖̩̖̭̪͕̤̜͉͈̰͍̖̣͉̰͍̱̙̖͉͍̗̪̹̙̦̞̪̻̥̙͙̬̠̙͓̭͔̲̘̪̼̜͉͉̝̟̓̂͜͜͜͠ͅͅͅT̷̢̡̨̧̢̧̧̨̨̡̛͇̪̺̺͎̮̰̠̩͙̰̮̤̯͓̱̫̖̯̳͕͓̗̤͕͍̤͇̪̬̭̯̘̭̻̳͇̼̗͚̙̙̩̤̯̞͓̱̜̻͇͓̩͎͔͕͎̯̻̳̳̖̘̱̭̣͍͉̩̻͉̹̗̗̰̹̝̜̻̖͎͈͍̜̝̩͎͇̻̥̟̤̭̯̦̗͔͔̜̹̮̑́̐̆̍͌̏͂̈̀͊͋̀̆́͊͐̋̑̒͂̔̓̊̆̒̃̍͋̊̎̈́́̅̋̋̇́̇͂͐̄́̀͐̎̇͊̾̌̌̽̂̎̃̀͋́̓̆̉͗͌͘̕͜͝͠͝͝ͅͅH̷̡̢̧̢̡̧̡͍̺͔͔̻̼͍̳̪̗̮̩̠̳͖̞̗̖͓̙͖̤͙͙͕̲͓͔̦͇̪̰̜̥͖̬̣̼͙͍̠͉̙̻̬͉̫͊̇̀̔͑̍̑͛̆͛̂͆̍͘͠ͅͅȊ̷̛͔̜̰̩͕̗̝̰̬̹̩̗̪̫͎̼͚͇͔̲̙̳̘̖̻̱̲̰͇̳̟̜̜̪̗̮̩̯̔̽͒̈̏̽͆̈́̒̆͐̃͌̒̓͒͂͗̈́͗͗̈́̎̅́̅̌̈́̓̈́̓͆̎͂̍̋̋̄̍̈́͆̅͂͐̍̾͗̈́̎̆̍̒̀̇̾͊̋̋́͗̿̊̅̐̃̀͛́̓̅͗̀̅͘͘͘̚̕̚͜͜͜͝͠͝N̷̢̧̡̢̧̨̡̛̛̛̛̲͔͚̫͙̪̗̫͉̝̱̤̟̻̣̜͉͙̫̪̺̤̥̠͖̮̠͓͉̳̥̦͕̣͎̗̩̗̪̙͓͎̜̳̘̪̜̜̥͉̻̰̣̣͙͈̬͉̜̞̦̭̗̰̹͚̮͇̟͈͎̼̦̯̺̻͈̻̙̑͆̃̀̊̃̔̉̉͒͑̀̀̅̈́̏͛͛͗̃̍̍͐̊̉̊̀̋̈́̈́̔̇̎̿̅̋̂̎̓͛̋̆͛̔̽̊̔̇̏͐̾́̋͛͐͊̂́͆̆̐̍̈̇̉̈́̂͐̉̔̍̐̀́̈́̅̊̔̅̂̃̓̽̉̅͒̆͆͋̃́̈̈́͌̏̽̂͒͗̒̀̋̌͋̐̀̿͆͛̓̎̇̈́̚̕̕͘̚͘̚̕͘͜͜͝͠͝͠͝͝͝͝͝͝͠ͅĢ̸͎͙̬̰̝̼͉̫͔̣̠͍̪̰͈̘̭̫̩̞̫̩̬͎̞͍̗̣͙͎̖͆̈̑̓̅̅͑̄̃̊̏̄͛̊̄̈́̈͊͆̿̍̒̎̾͆̈̀̋̐̄͋̇̀̋͛͆̾̃̇̑̉̍̍̉̂̋́͂̏̐̾͂͛̆̈̍̓̓͐͗̈́͂̉̀͗̈̐́̋̈́̃̒̈̀̉͐̈́͌͊̓̃͋͛̔̕̕̕̕͜͜͠͝͝͝͝͝͝ ̵̡̡̧̧̢̢̨̛̛̻̰͕͕͈͉͍̰͙͙̰̣̳̼̖̺͕̹̻̤̦̠̜̫̱̜̝͎̩̫̲̭͔̹̻͖̜̯̙̺̟̥͕̗̬̻̣̥͎̭͎̻͎̤̳̣̥͍̠̰͈̳͔̺̱̙͎̝̘̘̱͈̙̼͕̝̱̫̥͖̝̲͙̩̻̞̲̻̟͖͉͎̠̲̺̣͔̘̺͈̩̺̩̬͔̻̜̼͚͓͓̤̟̜̥͈͆̿̓͒̑̽͗̇͆̔̃̓̏͑͑̈͋̎̎͑́̏́̔̏̈́̽͋̾̔̽̽͑̿̈͊̈̆̐̋̋͛̔̓̌̄̓́̊̅̃̾̀̌̾̌́͒̈́̋̎͂͗͛̊͐͐͆̔͐̈́̈́́͒̕̚͜͜͜͝͝͠͝͠͝͝͝ͅͅD̷̨̨̢̡̛̛̛̛̛̟̺̳̩̱̞̪̖͈̳̯̰̬̞̟̺͙͕̦͖̳̥̰͖̼̬̱̩̑̈̎̏͛̏̋̽͛̃͒̇̅̓̓̅̈̓͊͂̓̿̉̇̒̓̈̍̾̌̓̒̈͆̉̓̌̽͊̈̎͗̃̃̋́̊̐͗̀̈́̈́͂̇̿̒̏̆̇̀̾̈́͋̿̈́͑̈͌̀̿͑̀́̊͆̆̌̏̆̋̽̑͑̚̕͘͘̕͜͝͝͝͠͝͝͝͠ͅĄ̸̨̡̨͎̞̹͓̠̩͈͇̯̻̟̫͙̜͎̮̬̩̠̹̦̥͚̭̪̙̤͈̱̝̟̙̥͈̭̬̮̫̱͇̫͉͎̜̩̼͖̤̜͈͉̹̞͉̼̱̳̣̮̃̆͗̊̏͋̾͜͜͜M̶̨̢̧̨̡̢̢̢̛̛̻̩͖̗̣͕̠̭͈̼̯̹̻̗̖͖͉̰̞̟̘͇̯̟̼͔̗̭͕̞̜̳̱̻̣̠̈́̍̅̎̎̔̓̋̓̐̆̈́̑̑͊̂̀̃͌̍̆́͗̀̔̔͆̽̏̀̔͐͐̐͊͑̍́͑̑̐̇͗͗͗̒̎̓̌̂͌́̇̀́͆̌͂́͛̆͊̒̈́͋͆̌́͒̄̈̈́̔́́͋͋̍͑̓͛̃́͌̀͂̉̎̽̈́̓͛͛̏̆̆̎̑̚̕̕͘̚̕͘͘͜͝͝͠͝͝͝͝͠͝͠͝N̶̡̨̡̧̡̨̨̨̨̧̢̢̧̝̬̭͚̭̩̞̣̲̻̞̖̲͍̱͈̩̫̜̬͎͙̠͕̰̖̲̦͖̝̰͖͖̭͍̻̤̩̬̫̗͈̼̹̗͔͎̜̳̳͖̖͕̺̣͔̳̤̤̜̭̟̙̹̝͔̪̰̥̳̥̱̠̮͈̙͎̮̤̯̪̬̬͔̼̰͚̹̳̆̄̃̒̂̓̌̑̃͂͒̏̐͆̐̃͘̕̚͜͜͝͠͝ͅͅ ̵̢̢̢̨̡̨̢̡̡̨̡̢̧̧̨̛̛̛͓̲͙̜̰͈̙̦̟̞̜̳̟͎̫̟̜̖̲̞͔͉̻̰͎̟͖͍̩̻̬͇̭̹̞̩͚̝̣̤̠̖̥̬̟̰̘̰̫͚̘͍̯̟̟͔̜̳̤̗͉̩͉̘̤̭̲͈̣̟̪̪̭̹͎̤̼̖͎̮̩͉̣͓͈̦̤̦̦̜̲͉̰̦̳͓̭̗̪̮̦̼̦̠̥̝͓̻̙͌̎̍͐̓̾̔̇͑̿̈́̈́̈̋̂̀̒̊̿̎̇̄͗̅̓̐͐͆͑̐͌͒́́̀̐̽́̾̽͒̂͒̔͗̈̏̊͊̔̉̿͘͘̚̚͝͠͝Ḯ̴̡̨̢̧͕͎̲̥̩͉̦̻͙͔̩̭͕̤̪͕̗͍͚̥̱̺̙͚̺̠͓̘̮͈͖̲̮̗͙̝͓̯̭̠̪̟̗̬̪̼͙͇̖̣͇̻̜̗̖̲̜͕̠͎̭̏͂̃̉̈́̒̀͌̃̂̈̐̌͑̀̾̓̋̍̔̃͌̊̆̕̚͜͜͜͝͝ͅͅT̵̨̢̨̨̢̡̨̡̡̡̛͉̖̺͇̪̗̘̙̠͔̪̞͚̳̣̱̝̳̟̣̠̖̼̗͕̗̠͔͓̪̼̗̙͇̦̥̻̠͔̣̱̠̹̲̲̦̹̟͖̹̫̠͚̱̼̱̙͚̝̝̙̩̥̣̗̎̉͂̑͑͐̑̌̐̉̈́̈́̇͌̈́͊̊̑̌͒̔͑͑̃̀̈̌̏̆̌̈͗̓͐̈́̏̍̏̇̎̎̽̈́̓̓̏̄̀̊̒͘͘̕͜͜͠͠ͅ. 

Let my cry not die. 

Damn this world.

I am DOTkamina.

a whore, whatever you want to call me, but I existed, I suffered, and I will die like everyone else. Still, I will have done something to avoid dying as just another person, or at least to ease that feeling. 

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I must do it before I fade completely.

10/11/25

Pochitaserra patriciacanalae

Looks like this is the trend right now. How could I pass that up? You should see the machine I become when I focus. I would normally take one to two weeks, but I was so desperate that I finished this today.

The drawing shows the fossil animal in my style (Pochitaserra patriciacanalae), using Carlost Sapiens’s drawing as a reference. I decided to get creative with my animal’s design. Feel free to examine the drawing closely. Find all the hidden references!



09/11/25

Rhodelphis limneticus

Well, well, well… what do we have here? A microorganism, obviously. Can’t you see that, ẙ̷̡̡̡̡̨̡̛̩̻̮̲̤͓͍͙̮͚͉̬͇̪̤͓̟̺̘̠̫̖̺͍̳͓̬̞̯̬̝̹̭͉̮͓̜̤͇̞̫̹͇̩̜͈̩̭̲̤̺̅͛͗̀̅́́̒̇͌́͛͑̒͊̄̂̉́̈́͊̒̍͊̇̉̐̅͑̏͛͋́́̎͛͂̎̏͂̍͗̔̓̓̈́́̈́͊͛̉̈́̇̀̀́̄̏̍̅͆̇̍͒̄̃̈́́͗̇̀͆͛͋̎͛̚͘̕̚̕̚͜͜͠͝͝͝͝ợ̶̡̡̢̨̨̢̧̨̨̡̡̡̧̨̛̛̮̝̭͕̖̗͔̟̻̰͍͙̻͚̰͔͔̖̝̣̺̫̼͇̝̦̖͙̤̘̱̲̞̟͔̘̥̬͉̘̹͉̙͍̪͈̳͕̱͈͙̠͉̩͎̱̹̱͚̣̜͈͉̹̖̬̹̺̜̻̰̲͍̣̻̦̮͓̤͓̦͉̖̦̠̟̪̞͕̠̬̬̠̩͇̙͉͊̑̏͒̿̓͐̇̀͐̋̃́̀̓́̽̓̈́̂̀̔̊̂̐͋̔̄̓͑̉̃̒̈́́̒͒̽̇͋̓̍̂͒̉͐̍̉̈́̀͒̈́͌̓̈́́̕͜͜͜͜͝͝͠͝ͅͅͅứ̶̢̢̧̢̧̢͈̬̰͎̝̩͔͍͚̦͕͓̥̮̙̝̱͇͔͉̲͔̺͔̳̘̲̰̭̼͍̫̳̹̟̮̦̝͈̠̲͈̜͇̼̙͇̰͓͍̜̖̗̳̤͕̤̦̠̘̦̞͆́͌́̂͆̽̑̈́̏̏̎͐̅̅̐͛̑̓͌͗͑̔̌̓̎͆̿̀̍͆̂̍̅̒̀̔̋͐̅̔̅̈́̓̓̉́̊͂̄̐͐̇́̈́̑̿̑̈͘͘̚̚͘̕͘̚̚͜͜͝͝͝͠͝͝͝ͅ ̵̡̡̧̤̜̪̠̺̳̠͚͎̹͖̺͚͓͓̖̯͎͎͈̼̼͈̩͉̪̰̖̜̲̣̟̱͓̮̼͚̺̂̈́̈́̓͒̿̇͂͋̆̉̋̋̓̍̉͐́̔̓͒̐̚͘͝͠f̴̢̧̟͇̜͍͔̙̰͕̜̣̩̟̜̩̖̟̗̲͓̜̪̲̀̋̋͜ờ̸̡̡̡̨̢̛̛͚̮̟̣͙͉̘̞̝̦̼̬͎͕̬̦͉̬̘̠͍̙̘͙̥͖̳͕̤̲̗̲̦͔̥̼̣͖̩̝̩̦̰̲̣͈̙̖͚͋̔̄͊͒͋́̇̒̔̐̈́̒͐͋̀̽̂̈́̎͆́̄̏̃͌̓͌̈̃̔̆̒̌̌̃̅̊̈́͑͌͑̄̑̇͌́̀̃̆͒̐̈́͐͐̇̈́̑̾̀͑̈́͂̀̕̕̕̚̚͜͝͠͠͠͝͝o̶̡̢̩͍̳̱̥̩͓͉̮̝̟̻͔̭̺͕̘͔͉̖̰̜̯̰̠͙̍͌͑̆͌̇́̇̆͒̓̅̓̆̄͒̈́͐͆̊̽͒́̑́̑̉͐̍̆͊̑̽͗̉͘͘͠͝ļ̶̨̧̧̛̛̛͙̜̼̹͇̮̬̦͖̝̬͉͓͓̺͚̺̻̩̟̱̘̬̥͈̭͖̣͙͎̮͍̻̱͖͔̹̠̮̩̘̼̋̑́̒͌̐̿̀̅͑̎̾̈́̾̀̾̀͂̊̒̆̅̍̃̌̈̓̓̄͛̃̈͌̿͂͑̿̇̅̐͒̓͐͐̃͌̅̓̑̈́̐̋̋̄̐́̓̒̊͒̈́͐̾̌́͂̑̋̈́̾͂͋̓̈̈́̊̈̍̂̈͊̽̆͌̊̍͌͐̿͂͆̾͒̑̀̄̒̈̀̽̚͘̕͘̕̕̕͜͜͜͜͝͝͝͝͝͝͝͝͠͝ͅ?

Rhodelphis limneticus is one of the species within the genus Rhodelphis, relatives of red algae, except they lack color and act as predators. The following image shows a scientific reconstruction of the organism’s anatomy, highlighting its most representative parts according to the description in Non-photosynthetic predators are sister to red algae” by Gawryluk et al. (2019).

And let’s not forget the clean version without labels for easier use:

Important notes: the illustrated parts are purely schematic and not necessarily to scale (although I have tried to keep the proportions as faithful as possible to the micrographs presented in the article mentioned above). The colors are for illustration and visibility purposes only, since the organism itself is transparent. Only the most notable anatomical parts are shown; not every structure of the organism is represented. Also, keep in mind that individual variation exists—a specimen of Rhodelphis limneticus may display differences not reflected in this image. That’s Biology, lil' fella. That's why I stayed away from the molecular side of things.

I believe that covers the key details. The image is free to use. If you want to translate the labels and such, feel free. The only requirement is to credit me as the author of the drawing: DOTkamina 2025.

02/11/25

Squalus griffini

I think the only reason I chose to draw this animal was because there was an interesting gap in the Wikipedia sea, and I couldn't resist. Unfortunately, I'd made some major mistakes with the coloring (older versions had a rather extravagant blue), so I got discouraged and abandoned it  ╮ (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) ╭

It wasn't until recently that I regained the motivation to pick it up again. Perhaps influenced by that "someone," you might find more context o̶̮͛́ņ̷͚̓̎ ̶̲̜̅̈ṡ̴͈̘̓o̷̻̓̔m̶̠̯̌̈e̵̡̝̔͆ ̵̺̻̔v̸̥̮͚̍͝î̶̘d̴̤̪̻̀e̴̜͖͓͗͂o̸̬̒ ̴̪͋͜p̵̨͔̤͂̍l̶̮̙̤͛à̸͕͙͍̿t̵̮̥̣̋̃f̵̪̲̏͗ͅo̶̡̹̐̓̂ŗ̵̌͆m̵̜̆̈́.

┐(´•_•`)┌

The species presented here has several names. For this drawing, I believe I based it on the photographs of: NMNZ P.039893 in Museum of New Zealand (Bray D. J., Fishes of Australia 2018); and Duffy C. (Fish Base s.f., that would imply that the specimen I drew is a male).



Histioteuthis meleagroteuthis

One of the squids that’s pissed me off the most to draw, by far. I had one version done, then realized the color might be off, but I decided to just fix those weird fins it has on its head and the little bumps all over its body (which, by the way, are nipple-shaped. I repeat, they are NIPPLE-SHAPED; they just look like diamonds in the drawing because of the top-down perspective). I’m writing this right now because I seriously just want to post the drawing already. If I keep putting it off, I’m going to give myself a damn aneurysm.

I used these two photographs as a reference for this drawing, in case you want to check them out: Umut Ayoğlu 2025 and Vladimir @laptikhovsky 2018.