Help, please.
I need to vent.
I need to cry.
I need to scream.
Please.
I don't want to go on anymore, seriously.
I don't want to know anything more.
Why can't I be free?
Please.
Silence.
I need silence.
DOTkamina is a minor internet entity, author of a few works, and a pseudo-artist. Born somewhere in Europe, he will also die somewhere there.
Help, please.
I need to vent.
I need to cry.
I need to scream.
Please.
I don't want to go on anymore, seriously.
I don't want to know anything more.
Why can't I be free?
Please.
Silence.
I need silence.
What am I doing?
Am I even doing anything?
The deadline for that fully paid course to the Galapagos Islands, in the cradle of Biology (for those who have never set foot in Ecuador), is today. I've partially met all the requirements...
For what?
They're not going to accept me anyway; I'm missing the requirements. The monograph they're demanding isn't even good; it's a lame excuse because I have neither the interest nor the ability to write scientifically. I have to admit, though, that I feel incredibly violated and disingenuous writing long, self-motivational sentences. "Oh yes, I'm stroking myself thinking this will strengthen my burning desire to contribute to the world, adding valuable pillars of knowledge about plants, in this place." It just feels so contrived. I simply want to go, to see if I can land a job, and that's it.
No, that's a lie.
What am I even talking about?
I'm not even close to having a job.
I'm not even close to having my final year project done.
I haven't written anything about it in the last few days since my last meeting with my thesis supervisor. I don't even think it's some kind of rebellion against the system. Good grief, what nonsense is that? I've simply given up.
I have to admit it. I've given up. I want to get out of this life, but I simply don't have the strength or the determination. I immediately start thinking about the next obstacles I'll have to overcome, and that's exhausting enough to stop me in the present.
Drawing protists. Writing the books or articles that I haven't even finished yet. Dreaming about getting them published... and what for? It won't do me much good, especially seeing how little impact they have, or will have in the short term. It won't change the fact that I'm failing as a graduate. A pseudo-graduate.
I was going to continue writing about the complete disaster that was the last "expedition" I went on. It doesn't matter.
You know what? It doesn't matter.
I need help. Because the small achievements I make aren't mattering, or whether I write a single line of the final report. I only see darkness at the end of it all. I'm not going to write about how I see myself in a few years. Because it simply disappoints me, and it also worries me. I simply... need help. And I don't have the financial resources to seek the professional help that might pull me out of this mental hole.
Insecurity. Anxiety, or nervousness around people, whatever the hell you call it. Loneliness. Disappointment. Inner anger. A sabbatical, a sabbatical, impossible, I can't afford it.
But I do need help. Somehow.
Klosteria bodomorphis is a free-living protist belonging to the Neobodonidae family, which, as I'll explain later, is related to dangerous kinetoplastid organisms... well, it's not that surprising, but still.
These drawings are free to use and you probably found them on Wikimedia Commons. They are licensed under CC BY-SA 4.0 Attribution-ShareAlike 4.0 International. Free use for non-commercial purposes. You also have to give credit every time you use an image. "DOTkamina 2026" is fine, I think.
Sources: formally just one: "The taxonomic position of Klosteria bodomorphis gen. and sp. nov. (Kinetoplastida) based on ultrastructure and SSU rRNA gene sequence analysis" by Sergey I. Nikolaev, Alexander P. Mylnikov, Cedric Berney, Jose Fahrni, Nikolai Petrov and Jan Pawlowski, Protistology 3 (2), 126-135 (2003)... or simply Nikolaev et al. (2003). It's literally the article where this species is described. Although, to be honest, it was a bit complicated because there were strange concepts I didn't quite understand. That's why I also consulted this book chapter on kinetoplastid microanatomy: "Kinetoplastea" by Gibson, W. (2016).
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First things first: all the illustrations here are free to use for any project, research, or assignment you want under a Creative Commons CC BY-SA 4.0 license. The illustrations cannot be used for commercial purposes. And you must give credit for them. Mentioning me is enough: "DOTkamina (2026)."
Second, the sources, of course. Fortunately, I only relied on one article for the illustrations and all the written information in this post: "Dolichomastix tenuilepis sp. nov., a first insight into the microanatomy of the genus Dolichomastix (Mamiellales, Prasinophyceae, Chlorophyta)" (1997), by Jahn Throndsen and Adriana Zingone.
Additionally, I consulted "Phylogenetic position of Crustomastix stigmatica sp. nov. and Dolichomastix tenuilepis in relation to the Mamiellales (Prasinophyceae, Chlorophyta)" Zingone et al. 2002; and "Basal body structure and cell cycle-dependent biogenesis in Trypanosoma brucei" Vaughan and Gull (2015). Both works were consulted primarily to review the nature of the 9+2 arrangement of the flagellar axoneme.
First, a little taxonomy. D. tenuilepis is included in the order Dolichomastigales, this in the class Mamiellophyceae, infrakingdom Chlorophyta, which is included in the subkingdom Viridiplantae (plants and algae related to plants, with chlorophytes being an infrakingdom related to streptophytes, the group in which plants as such are included).
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| Dolichomastix tenuilepis. Main illustration. |
That said, the main illustration encompassing everything I depicted is the one that... that is above this text dude. It includes a lateral view (left side) of Dolichomastix tenuilepis, a detail of the hair scales on its flagella, a detail of the flagellar apparatus, a cross-section, dorsal and ventral views, and a detail of the eyespot, which is in tangential section. "I will describe these subsections in more detail later".
I have to say that the image makes me somewhat uneasy; on the one hand, I'm proud to think that I finally managed to finish something so complicated to depict, which was just a pencil sketch. But on the other hand, I think it's too cluttered.
I'm not sure if you can see it, but in this overall image, in the illustration corresponding to the lateral view, there's a line of yellow dots, representing the hypothetical transversal section.
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| D. tenuilepis. Longitudinal or lateral (left side) view. |
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| Lateral view. No labels version. |
The basal bodies of the flagella are described as long, and between them lies the "distal fiber," a structural protein involved in anchoring the basal bodies to the plasma membrane (Megías et al. 2025). Other notable structural protein components of basal bodies are the "flagellar roots," which anchor the basal bodies to the cell cytoplasm. I will discuss these in more detail later.
The flagella are covered by hair scales, which can be of three types: T-hair scales, lateral, 0.4 µm long, tubular in shape, arranged in two rows on each flagellum, and with an accumulation of electron-dense material at their tips, which makes the tips of the T-hair scales appear darker under an electron microscope.
At the ends of each flagellum, there are aggregates of 3 or 4 "tip hair scales," 0.3 µm long, similar in shape to the T-hair scales, except without the darker terminal end.
Finally, the third type are the P1-hairs. These are present in very small numbers (in Throndsen and Zingone (1997) Figure 25, only about four are indicated, although I could swear I see five). They are only found in the proximal part (the area closest to the cytoplasm) of the right flagellum (the longer one). They are incredibly long, measuring 1.7 µm, and consist of two parts: the proximal shaft or "first portion," measuring 1.2 µm, and the distal part or "second portion," measuring 0.5 µm if you do the math, which consists of 32 globular subunits in a chain.
This anatomy of the hair scales is truly strange. However, Dolichomastix tenuilepis has more "normal" scales (that is, scales that are not hair-like), and of two types: "body scales," which cover the plasma membrane of the cell body; and the "flagellar scales", which cover the plasma membrane of the flagella. These can be seen more clearly in the following image, "Flagellar system's close up".
In this image, I have attempted to closely depict the basal body system and how each flagellum emerges from its respective basal body. The distal fiber connecting the two basal bodies is visible. The transitional plate in each flagellum, the area between the end of the basal body and the transitional plate, would be the "transition zone." The transitional plate of the left flagellum has darker edges, corresponding to the double ring of electron-dense material, according to Throndsen and Zingone (1997) (Figure 20). I have chosen to represent it in the transitional plate of the left flagellum, but the authors mention that this double ring is more of a structure "that may or may not exist." I interpret this to mean that the double ring could very well be in the transitional plate of the right flagellum, or in both flagella simultaneously.
From the transitional plate onward, we can begin to speak of the flagellum as such, with a 9+2 axoneme. It's noticeable how this arrangement actually begins later in the flagellum, as the two central microtubules start slightly after the transitional plate (shown in yellow). I've also depicted two peripheral microtubule doublets (shown in green), a very simplified representation, but remember that in reality there are nine microtubule doublets surrounding the two central microtubules (9+2 arrangement).
A flagellar root emerges from the basal body of the left flagellum, represented as three parallel pink lines. This is one of the possible arrangements. Flagellar roots are also clusters of microtubules that anchor the basal bodies to the cytoplasm. One such arrangement is the "triple root," consisting of three parallel microtubules. If viewed longitudinally, they would appear as three parallel lines very close together, just as seen in the image... although this isn't very noticeable under a microscope. It's more evident in a transverse section, where they appear as three closely spaced points.
The other arrangement is the "three + one root," which consists of three parallel microtubules alongside a single, isolated microtubule running close to the triplet. These are the two types reported explicitly, although Throndsen and Zingone (1997), Figure 23, mention a "three + two root" arrangement, which I have also represented.
In theory, a flagellar root should emerge from each basal body, but for some reason, Throndsen and Zingone (1997) mention: "a triple or three + one microtubular root runs from the left basal body," passing beneath the distal fiber and approaching the cell surface while passing the nucleus. This implies that there is only one flagellar root corresponding to the basal body of the left flagellum, and not for the right. The authors report, however, another flagellar root near the Golgi apparatus (which I have indeed represented in the lateral view image of the organism, also as three parallel pink lines), and I believe that this would actually be the flagellar root that emerges from the basal body of the right flagellum, extending through the cytoplasm in the Golgi apparatus region. I don't know if it is also close to the cell membrane.
Finally, you can see how the body scales and flagellar scales are arranged in the plasma membrane. Note also that the body scales are more spherical and larger (0.4 µm), with 14 concentric ridges, a narrow thickened rim, and a faint knob in the middle. There are also smaller body scales of 0.3 µm that have fewer ridges, up to only 9.
The flagellar scales are more irregularly "elliptical," measuring 0.3 x 0.2 µm. They also have a narrow rim, a faint central knob, and concentric ridges, numbering 7 to 10. These body and flagellar scales have also been represented to scale alongside the detailed representations of the three types of hair scales, in the image of the side view of the organism.
So... how did I decide to draw this species?
Who knows? I remember considering doing something related to Paramastix conifera, an organism I'd illustrated before.
First of all, the illustrations here are free to use, and are also available on Wikimedia Commons, Creative Commons CC BY-SA 4.0 Attribution-ShareAlike 4.0 International license: you can use them freely, as long as it is not for commercial purposes (using them for commercial purposes is strictly prohibited, unless it is for a documentary, in any case you should contact me), and you must also attribute the authorship (like "DOTkamina 2026". Help me leave my mark!).
Monomastix opisthostigma is a strange organism. There isn't much information available about it; in fact, what's online is mostly reposted. Fortunately, I think it's almost enough to create the illustration.
First, I'll start with the sources used for the general cell body: