biology sucks just as my life decisions

I hate my final project.

I even think I hate biology. I wish I'd chosen medicine or engineering or something like that, which sounds really cool when people see you on the street and say, "Look, there goes the doctor, the engineer, or the lawyer." I never thought I'd hate my own career, and that says a lot. Screw the administration, but above all, screw me for being such a shit. This wouldn't be happening if I had more willpower.

Or whatever...